iskandar (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} poshpixel) wrote,@ 2008-05-15 22:06:00 |
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Good Morn' SA Commander
OH OH. Socially awkward. phonecalls. pressure. challenge. highranking. more pressure.alone.new. lotusnotes.internet.
dang, my life in short. I'll be spending my NS years here at Bedok Division.
After completing my BMT ( a month delayed, wth.com), I was sent to Bedok Division. I had mixed feelings bout that cause a part of me was pissed that 3/4 of my squad got to be at NPPk Police HQ and I was send to like sorta exile or something.Syafiq was the only one from my squad who got send to Bedok but he isn't even doing office hours like me. But I am contented now that its near my house and my grandmum's so I certainly benefited in some ways.
I still cannot believe that Shahrel nominated me to be SA to Commander. Frankly, wanna turn down the offer but recalling Shahrel's words " don't let me down"- I'll just stick around then.
Being an introvert, I am still an alien to this SAdom.Gah! I hate communicating with others,I'm only in pretence mode on interviews but seriously I would just be one hot mess at the end of the day. So behold!
Wish me luck, fellow comrades;I miss BMT, its true what they said those were the best days of NS, unfortunately I embraced it a lil too late.
& I miss life in the 'real' world. Damnit. & you guys aren't helping.
Yesh, I'm playing the blame game. HOHO
OH OH. Socially awkward. phonecalls. pressure. challenge. highranking. more pressure.alone.new. lotusnotes.internet.
dang, my life in short. I'll be spending my NS years here at Bedok Division.
After completing my BMT ( a month delayed, wth.com), I was sent to Bedok Division. I had mixed feelings bout that cause a part of me was pissed that 3/4 of my squad got to be at NPPk Police HQ and I was send to like sorta exile or something.Syafiq was the only one from my squad who got send to Bedok but he isn't even doing office hours like me. But I am contented now that its near my house and my grandmum's so I certainly benefited in some ways.
I still cannot believe that Shahrel nominated me to be SA to Commander. Frankly, wanna turn down the offer but recalling Shahrel's words " don't let me down"- I'll just stick around then.
Being an introvert, I am still an alien to this SAdom.Gah! I hate communicating with others,I'm only in pretence mode on interviews but seriously I would just be one hot mess at the end of the day. So behold!
Wish me luck, fellow comrades;I miss BMT, its true what they said those were the best days of NS, unfortunately I embraced it a lil too late.
& I miss life in the 'real' world. Damnit. & you guys aren't helping.
Yesh, I'm playing the blame game. HOHO
